Are you searching for success and then you’ll search for your heart’s desire? maybe in around retirement or do you think you may discover it while on vacation?
Just the term your “heart’s desire” why don’t we give it more attention, why don’t we really think more about it? After all where would we be without our heart?
How silly this sounds to me..oh believe me however I have done this and began the search for success thinking it was the answer to all of my problems. But this is simply not true, those problems will follow you anywhere.
The problems stem from a thought, so that is where I need to first take a look then once I have looked at that the problem will be gone if I remove the thought. More about that at another time.
I have to be the luckiest person alive. I created my husband out of thin air…what I mean by that is I actually created a list and he went beyond filling it. There are some things he’s added that I wish were not there but they are. We have had some serious issues and I know there will be more, maybe even before I am done writing this piece. But he actually tells me to do whatever I want to do. He has said it so many times that I have lost track and the latest time was just last night. He actually means it. How incredible is that. In this moment I am fully understanding what that really means…and I’m tearing up. Wow.
Anyways..why can’t we actually search and do what our heart desires and forget about this success bullshit. What if following your heart was success?
I get tripped up on this all of the time. Why? Because I see other people (yes I get trapped still) who are pretending to be successful and who are faking this bullshit of being happy.
How important is it to you to look like you have your shit together when you know you don’t?
I would have to say that the majority of us do it this way. We secretly pray for no one else to notice and that somehow some thing will trigger our own true heart’s desire and that we can attach getting paid for it too.
Are you living your life on purpose?